TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER

2006-08-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

Haha!!! time to blog again...
pai seh to my blog viewers i had no time to post n update...

HaHa todae neber go sch pontan lor... haha say out le eu all will luff de...
i todae didnt go sch cuz my form teacher want to catch mie, and ask mie to go n buy a longer skirt...

eh pls la... i did not author my skirt lor buy den lyk tat already stupid dumb ass...
i will not buy a new skirt lor...

wat the hell say my skirt short onli above knee abit onli ma... still say infront of 3ta tat i am a cheap ger a slut mind ur language lor... den ur skirt so long tat means u ar beri expensive lor ur skirt so long be careful eu step on ur own skirt and fall off the stairs hor... dun sae i neber warn eu!!!

okae le la rite till here geting ready going fer band...

buaiibuaii
takeecaree

OMG!!! where ish my freedom

2006-07-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

wad de FCUK!!! i lost my freedom once again... i hate it!!! i WAN my FREEDOM back again pls!!!!! b4 sch recess time after sch n after band will see him... i wish he could gib me a bit of freedom n tats enuff... when im feeling down i wan to be alone but nobody understand.... i had no one to tok to... nobody understand how frastrated i am... only pei yu... she understands mie alot... but i seldom chat wif her now... last time we were better... haiz forget it!!!

2006-07-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

Soorrii guys fer not updating my blog!!!

Yeah!! In love ish the best thing in de world!!! He brightens up my day... it starts on 8/7/06... Lao Gong woaiinii !!!

But there ar a few bastards tat cuz mie to hate them... they are all fcukers!!!

have a GUY everything oso be in-charge already, now he shld be bloody hell happy... he talks lyk shit ii hate his voice... he oso always embarrass mie FUCK OFF!!! GET OFF MY SIGHT!!! ii WILL REVENGE FOR SURE!!!

and a ger tat stupid puar c b... owaes act cute infront of guys...

and todae a bloody fcuker scold mie too... he scold mie fer nth... he didnt see wad happen and make his own conclusion... i hate ppl to comment b4 knowing wad had happen... haiz

finally my stress is gone!!! tis is de way i treat my blog... whenever im feeling very happy or very angry i will post it here... so ppl wait fer my next post ba wish is a haooy one!!!

Yipee!!!

2006-07-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Wow !!! now den have time tuu update blog...

last few days kept going fer band prac tuu practice fer our coming concert... Yeah!! (wish nothing goes wrong during de concert!)

todae went tuu pulau ubin wif my family total 7 ppl...

we went there tuu pray de 大伯公， heehee... ii got burn by de joss sticks and now still have one small black dot on my right palm... den ii say is the god gave mie tis dot haha... lol

den ii supersitious quickly us my mum buy my hp no. haha (but oso neber win) :(

we all rent bikes den we cycle around pulau ubin...
the weather is lyk BLOODY hell hot lor... wa lau...

we rode rode, rode so far up de slope down de slope, cycle so cum den came tuu a dead end wtf...
den rode back up de slope everyone came down tuu push except mie n my cousin after tat my uncle chase up three of us rode very fast...

den ii saw a c0ld drinks stall ii look at de sign ALMOST bang into de tree haha...

den ii waited for my mum, while my uncle n cousin carry on...

ii waited very long abit scared cuz de place ulu ulu...

den saw jia cheng and his family haha such a small world... den ii told him tat way is dead end he dun believe...

finally heard my mother's voice, no wonder they push their bikes ALL de way up... haha stupid weaklings... den cycle cycle finally caught up wif my uncle n cousin...

den we went tuu eat de seafood there, tat was de worst food ii have ever ate lor... SUCKS
after we eaten we return de bikes and took the boat back...
ii scared tml my legs surely very pain de lor sobsobx...

buaiibuaiix
5 more days tuu de concert!!!

RELAX NOW!!!

2006-06-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Wow todae woke up at 9 plus... so early lorr... den mit yin min, jabil, qiqi, jun long, de li and jeremy at AMK MRT station at 10.30... im late for sure but im the fourth to reach haha hab ppl even later den mie lorr... we went tuu east coast park to realx before we regret lorr... cuz sch going tuu reopen lerr ma... den we took 76 a LONGGGG journey lorr... den reach there played water haha (my purpose) den stay in de water very long until we red red de haha like clown lorr... den after tat raining heavily went for bath... den we went ARCADE haha.... this bunch of them love going tuu arcade lorr... den we went back tuu AMK blk 304 playground tuu rest lorr... until 8 plus 9 den we went home. Wad a tiring and fun day lorr... so happy!!!

FUCK!!!

2006-06-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

WoW!!! time flies... so fast is going tuu sch reopen lerr... HOW??? OMG!!! during june holiday we (band members) still nid tuu go back tuu sch thrice a week lor... so tiring lor... den holiday not like holiday like shit lor... wat de fuck.... go back sch still nid tuu do homework... teachers will be chasing homework from us... and havig rememdial lessons and our class will run for our life (our mission) haha..... and everything will be de same... early wake up go sch spot check got caught get scolding after sch band after band go home rest sleep and next day............. it goes on and on de same thing!!! ii HATE it!!! sch sux!!! aiya gtg lerr de more ii sae de angrier ii am ar!!!

band again

2006-06-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

todae got band again!!! 8.45am to 1pm... i mit yin ming at chong boon mac at 7.45am... haha i was late again for sure, when i reach eileen, yin ming, wang yu, hong zhou and mr ong reach le so pai seh lor...

our clarinets parts some of the parts were changed... and some of them were not happi abt it as they have already learn so long the concert is coming and now because of "U" our parts changed... and when the parts changed of cuz the notes and some redem changed it's not very fair to them... especially slow learner...

todae mr leng had something on so he ended earlier but the band room still opens in the afternoon for us to practice...
i tis kind of ppl neber pon band already very still ask mie stay... i would neber stay unless it is compulsory... haha ii am de slacker....

arghh!!!

2006-06-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

todae got band prac actually is 8.45am to 1pm but "he" last min added an afternoon sectionals 2pm tp 5pm.
i was not very happi abt it but ii still stayed... wtf "he" didnt come lor den like we waited for him lor... bites...

morning we had foot drill... it was fun... we divide ourself into two groups and a group was took by shawn and the other by jia ming...
i was in jia ming's group... we were competing....

marching marching and the leaders were on purpose to let us blocked each others way... the funniest part was when we both groups facing each other and sang our school song we were laughing all de way...

after band ii went to hougang mall with my mum, coz she need to go for an x-ray for her wisdom tooth... ii went to but pei yu's birthday present... ii saw tis very cute paking wif hello kitty cartoon and in it was marsh mallow... pei yu likes hello kitty and she eats marsh mallow so ii tot it was a good idea so i bought it... but actually i wanted to buy a small sling bag for her the one tat "ah lians" had, she likes tat very much but ii didnt saw it yesterday and ii muz past it tuu her tomoro or not i would not be seeing her for de next 3 days n by the time it would be late... and early is better den late... haha

band

2006-06-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

todae actually muz go band at 9 den juz for de stupid exchange muz reached at 8.15... bloody hell

reached band committee doing their job. den our section leader didnt come last min we do de checklists... find file pencil scores...

Librarian checking those sections w/o pencils and collecting checklists...
Q.Ms packing wat to bring and collecting checlists...
P.Os going around catching those who break de rules...
everyone is doing last min checking...

it's so unorganize lor... hate it....

stop here dun wish to carry on critizing...

a tiring day!!!

2006-06-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! todae went to sell ice cream wif keith pei yu n a guy...

i woke up at 12pm, i msg keith den he ask us to faster mit him at amk station. i bathe finish didnt have time to do my hair didnt have time to eat... pei yu at her ah ma hse took cab down we reached at abt 2pm...

tat idiot keith reached at 3.35pm wtf... he at home play dota until shiok den come down...

after tat follow him go find his friend, he tis stupid idiot pedestrain dun wan to walk walk grass den we step until mud lor knn de...

we went sembawang to sell leh so far we crazy hor... reached sembawang at 5plus took de trolleys n ice cream n start walking, we sell at blk 338 16 floors leh... a floor hab abt 10 units den 16floors hab 160 units we go one by one knocking de door... stupid rite

Wa!!! finished one whole block abt 2hrs onli sold 4 boxes... den we waited until 10pm for de van to collect back de ice creams den went home...

reached home at 11pm so tiring lor leg muscle pain sia...

juz smt simple!!!

2006-06-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

todae woke up at abt 12 plus... xiao zhu zhu (haha)

met yin ming at bishan mrt station at abt 3.15pm

our purpose for going there is to watch singapore idol!!! we wanted to go n support joakim...
wat the hell... todae is onli for gers... disappointed...

den we went to ICE LEMON TEA shop, we spended abt 45 mins to an hour in tat shop(haha)...
we bought hairclips and ear rings haha...

den i wanted to buy a vodoo doll, but i heard the man say have three price 9.90,12.90 and 24.90 after we heard de price we quickly walk away. wow jz a small vodoo doll cost so much... easy money...haha

den we went macdonalds... haha... we spent our whole day there...

first we bought a cup of coke (but the ppl give mie ice lemon tea)wtf, and a twister fries...
we ate finshed had no where to go, so we sat down n played our handphone games...

after tat more n more ppl coming in, so lesser n lesser place so i scared de manager chase us out so i bought a cup of COKE haha...

den we carried on playing, after tat i bought a fillet-o-fish student meal haha... i eat eat eat i tink i've grown fatter haha...

after tat we went to find lina at her working place, tok to her for awhile... we went to funland played a game each... den went to find lina again play play play den my mum called n hurry mie home so we went home...

haha finally finished my "compo" buaii buaiix

a long and tiring day!!!

2006-05-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

WoW!!! finally settle down here again...

todae when to sch for stupid star programme 8 - 9 geo , 9 - 10 maths , 11.30 - 12.30 eng.

ii so gud ger went for de star programme and miss lee tua us. we reach at 8 waiting outside our class as de classroom door was locked. only yu ping joseph n ii were there... we waited for abt 30 mins, we went for breakfast. better den standing there and waiting like three stupid fools...

at 9 we came back sch for maths, was so boring mr ong ask us to play scrabble. so dots lor... went to band at 10am after maths. band started at 9am till 4pm...

11.30 went for eng, den 12.30 went for lunch break... 1.30 went back for band... so tiring lor...

band ended at 4 plus 5. we rushed home to bathe and get ready. ready for AJC concert at victoria concert hall. de concert started at 7.30pm and ended at about 9plus.

wang yu , yin ming , jeremy and ii went to j8 and have our DINNER!!!

wow finally posting finished my long n tiring story!!!

wadever!!!

2006-05-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

ii hate going to sch after ii quarrel wif my sisters...

i felt being left out, ii joined de 3ta gers n tried tuu look happy n wadever , but actually my eyes keep looking at my sisters n tat group... my heart is there...

they are all happy without mie so ii think in de first place i've gone to de wrong WORLD....

b4 i quarrel wif them they oso lyk tat... go everywhere without mie and not even ask lor... they sumtimes can bluff mie tat they go home but in de end went to amk central or 536 wif de bois....

they didnt care abt mie lor!!!!

ii didnt go sch todae again!!! i "sick"... hahahaha... so siok lor at home sleep until late late...

cuz after exam le ma, den ii scared de teachers teach...

cuz ii have no mood for studying...

a siimply mie

2006-05-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

im a stupid , innocent, lonely and unfriendly ger...

nobody understands mie, nobody trusts mie.

everybody blames mie, everybody backstabs mie.

they blame everything on mie tat does not exist. it's really not mie, so why would eu wan to blame mie or quarrel wif mie

im being frame!!! its a long long story eu may not wish tuu hear but everything is tat PU BOR make out wan it doesnt exists!!!

WHhaAaAaAa!!!

2006-05-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

WhOoOoOoOoo!!! exams period...

now is exams period , no chance tuu use com...
my idiot brother snatch from mie , stingy boi...

ytd i was left alone , all by myself at 523 playground all my friends when home. cuz no more cigarettes den all go home lor... wa lao so "sian shi"

i alone at de playground there wow... vandalising de playground. tat playground has become mine hahas... dots...

after tat lucky my hao jie jie pei yu came tuu accompany mie... she came my hse tuu chat... we've not chat in tis way very long already le... cuz exam period ma... my jie preparing fer her N-levels!!!

Wiish her gud luck fer her coming N-levels!!!

Wheww!!!

2006-04-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! todae i neber go sch cuz i "headache"... i woke up at 6.30... so tired den i tink i will be late so i neber go sch lor... lol...

i actually wanted to find THEM for cigs... wheww wad a relief lor... i didnt go or not i will be in general office NOW!!! my friends THEY kenna caught for smokiin haiz... boi got caning ger got suspend so unlucky. STUPID TEACHERS!!! none of their bloody business lor they care so much fer wad... KPO!!!

sTuPiiD bOiiS!!!

2006-04-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

wad de fcuk!!! de boiis they keep pao tou mie. saying tat im smoking. idiots they ask mie tuu smoke and den backstab mie. wad de fcuk lor. den mr ong n ms lim questioned mie like criminal like tat i hate it... they still call my mother and tell her lor... wad de....

SHIT!!

2006-04-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

Shit!! todae i didnt go for detention again!!!

Todae have full dress rehearsal. I was so busy n rush. I didnt even have time to eat. I rush to de toilet to change. Our top 6 rushing us.

I didnt noe tat i have detention until... parade rehearsal tat time i walk pass the detention board abt 3plus. i saw many names. i scan through the board n see OMG!! no.12 JOVINA CHIA 3na (pls report to mdm uma by 2.30 outside general office).

i was shock to see my name there. i rush up to band room n tell de top 6. they ask mie to call mr leng. i told mr leng tat i got detention. he said i cant go now coz we're having de rehearsal. He ask mie to postpone de detention to other days. I was like damn worried. I scared monday go sch again early in de morning got caught.

WHAT DE FCUK!!!

2006-04-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

ytd i asked mr ong whether should i go for maths workshop or detention. He say go for maths workshop, detention he will help mie explain or ask de teacher to change the detention day to other day.

todae early in de morning, mr adam chan called mie n some other ppl out for skipping detention. Im de first one to be called. i stood infront. tat tat mrs menon came over n scold mie. idiot. She catch my shirt my ear sticks lucky nv catch my fingernails. coz my fingernails is long n still have pink polish. But tat tat idiot she pull my shirt up, the back she pulled up. FCUK im a ger leh. den when i tuck in tat time she help mie push in. At there kao pei say "dun fold tuck all in, u tink is ur sch ar!". Wa piang eh!! making mie like a clown infront of de whole sch. ALL IS MR ONG'S FAULT!! idiot

todae sports day!!damn lame lor 12.35 dismiss sch ask us to reach at 2pm not enuff time lor some more raining heavily drenched like hell. slept during the event, the teacher take the mic kao pei kao bu cant sleep say wat "chongboonites pls go to the field wif ur personal belongings" repeating n repeating.

STUPID SCH WIF STUPID P_ _ _ _ _ _ _ L N STUPID TEACHERS N STUPID FRIENDS N STUPID RULES!!! I HATE RULES!!!

Haiz!!!

2006-03-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS SO BORING!!! todae we have to bring full dress to band sian. i lost my ribbon again. SHIT!!! P.O will earn money again... sian todae i tink band will end late. band boring. slack slack slack!!! Everyone slack band pon haha... jkjk

HAIZ!!!!

2006-03-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

Frastration, Frastration and Frastration!!!!

Haiz things happen n settle, settle liao another thing. Things after things. Im very tired already. I really felt regretted telling out, coz another thing happen again!!!

Camp till now lost contact even in school we dun tok to each other. Now suddenly e tell mie tat dun eu think tat it is very funny. Heard tat eu wun stead wif cbss ppl n den now say tis... It's really very difficult for mie. Coz i really love eu but... i scared thing is bcoz of tat matter den eu wan to _ _ _ _ _. Den i will be very very sad.

filrt filrt filrt!!! GUYS SUX!!!

sob sob!!

2006-03-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Haiz!! todae got band prac still have chemistry remedial sianz...
2.30 chem remedial till 3 plus , den mr heng brought mie n jun liang out to cb market for lunch cuz three of us oso haven eat damn hungry lor(growling). after tat went back to sch for band prac...

mr leng tok to mie n pei yu.. sob sob mr leng said tat i will go for band prac three times a week again cuz i broke my promise. im really sorri pls forgive mie. every child will walk pass tis playful route de mah...

SORRY!! SORRY!!

my heart sanked!!!

2006-03-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

sob sob ssssoooooooobbbbbbbbbbb................ whahahaha :(

my heart bled when i heard the news .

RRrring!!!my phone rang went i juz got home after my dinner. "Hello! jovina please.. eh my sis wan ur no. (for wat i ask myself) . something bad happen to ur hp." My hp was "dead" . My hp had follow another owner le.

when i heard the "news" my whole body was so uncomfortable . i stay in the toilet bathing beri long came out stuff tidbits n ice-cream n food. feeling so damn uncomfortable lor...

whahahahahahaha.... :( :'(

sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob

stop here sobbieex...

OMG!!

2006-03-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

its so irritating.... my fone kept ringing and ringing "wake up, wake up , todae got band bla bla bla!!" haiz

juz let us have our fun la , we will go back for band prac during sch reopen de la dun worry.

Omg!! my mum saw my hand . she nagged" when did u cut ur hand , why u want to cut, not pain meh, let mie see."

go n die la juz leave mie alone can its so frastrating lor.

CAN ALL PARENTS JUZ LEAVE THEIR CHILDREN ALONE AND STOP NAGGING!!!

fcuking post!!! haha

2006-03-15T20:55:00.000+08:00

todae went to fcuking sch at 9am , so fcuking early norx.. went so early to do the fcuking project.. ii was the first tuu reach all mui group members have no time keeping de norx.. so idiotic.. russell went le said:" wat ask mie cum oso no use i wont do de " den he kept wtf here wtf there.. den scribble in a piece or paper as if we understood wat he wrote.. b4 10 he left already.. haiz... we did until abt 12 plus 1 plus..

den i chao band again hahas... nobody stop mie i ran out of the sch.. so damn fcuking happy lor.. as if i just came out from jail like tat..

band is really fcuking boring lor practice practice practice and practice.. holiday still nid tuu go back fer 3 fcuking days so idiot rite.. i wish is sch time.. cuz here is no difference 3 fcuking practice a week and 2 days came back for project.. dun look like holiday lor.. haiz sch sux

i hate schooling!! i hate band!! i like freedom!! i wan freedom!!i wan mui phone!! i wan mui sim card back!! understand eu fcuking idiot!!!!

exciting experience should be the first time in history ba!!

2006-03-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

Haha... todae chao band wif pei zhen so fun . we during sectionals so sianz lor. everyone slack slack slack . take break here n there water break , toilet break . hahas den suddenly tis plan pop out. so i ask pei zhen to do it together .

after we chao we went "compass point library" to rest n read story book haha....

gtg bro cum back liao byebye

didnt expected to be like tat

2006-03-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Haiz... juz came back from camp at the MOE dairy farm. SUX man... i expected to be fun n shiok... haiz... DISAPPOINTED

i am in the group tat has 20 boys n 1 gal . i am the onli lonely gal. but the group was fun . the boys were very motivative. our group has hendrick, chen wen, joseph, russell, jun liang, ben, keith, kim wei, chak meng, poh seng, big vicky , small vicky, shu kee, eric, wang yu, alwin, wei sheng, marcus, zhi hui n mie. all of them were very fun n can get along well only a few were in their own world they dare not speak up.

the first day, we were very hungry , we cook outdoor food ,maggie mee... so long, the fire so small , not enough time , the mee haven cooked then our instructor,ismail, ask us to eat , so damn hard lor. after tat we went nature hike . the road so long so many stones so difficult to walk lor. i first man become last second man . haha... i fell twice. big vicky motivate mie ,he encourage mie to go on. chen wen n joseph take turns to hold mie . i felt so fortunate to have such friends .

the second day, we play many teamwork games n we work well 2gether. but 10 ppl didnt get de chance to play the flying fox bcuz... i like the flying fox best but didnt get to play it haiz... the nite we had campfire. but not everyone were hyper lor so not fun.

overall tis camp SUX!!! the food quality n quantity was not good. the camp schedule is not good . the camp is not well organize. not enough time for bathing . next time IF got somemore camp, i will think many times b4 deciding whether to go for the camp or not .cuz tis camp SUX!!!

a normal day

2006-03-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

todae went out wib my mum n pei yu . went to tampines to do my fcuking phone . my phone bought not long ago den the sound got problem sux man. reach around 2 plus get a no. for my phone den rush to eat so hungry whole day haven eat leh. after eating went back to phone shop tell them my phone problem den tat ger say nid 4 HOURS den can get back 4 hours will be 7.45 sob sob... after tat walk awhile pei yu went off to find hui ching . i n my mum continue walking from century square walk to tampines mall saw xu zheng rong n joshua . they both so yan dao leh . both golden hair . after tat walk walk walk until leg pain sit in century square toilet so big lor . abt 7.30 we walk to take . now my phone have sound le so happi . ok stop here my mum nagging sia...

a sad day again

2006-03-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

todae went to ITE again but todae is better 8.30am to 12.30pm but go back sch still have geo. retest 1.45pm till 2.30pm haiz... went back to sch learn learn learn... but test still dun noe haiz...

after tat saw hui ching n joseph at foyer so i go over , they were going to 536 to play basketball . i actually wanted to follow but ....... (something happen) so i didnt go . i went home sadly AGAIN!!!sob sob.... i am 4eva a lonely ger nobody understands mie many ppl tot tat i am a stupid ger but NO , eu ar wrong . dun ever think tat i am a stupid ger. i am actually very good at thinking so stop using tat excuse...

sianz....

2006-03-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

todae i went to ITE (macpherson) to look look see see lor. actually i oso dun noe for wad . but so sian leh 8.30am to 4.30pm . we listened to the ppl talk talk talk say say say . den we did the phen.... practice, computer aid... practice n flash ??? so boring lor after ITE went back sch still nid to go for band haiz... play for awhile den keep already -_-"

after band saw 4ta ppl playing basketball in sch at de basketball court so i shouted from fourth floor ," monkey , monkey" no reaction den i shouted "chao ah beng" jie loong look at mie i saw THEM but when i went down to de basketball court they are gone den my clever eyes saw them hiding in the toilet it breaks my heart lor den i walk away wib jeremy

SO SAD!!!

a bo liao ger

2006-03-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

todae we plan to go late for sch heehee. mie, hui ching, pei yu, jie loong, johann, terence n de ming all late together cuz some of them no tie den dun wan stand, we so stupid rite haha. we at 524 de playground sit sit tok tok lor . 8.50 reach sch mie, hui ching n pei yu went to sch first, den follow by jie loong n terence, den johann n de ming. the teacher dun let us go back to class as we ar two hours late. they us we all to call parents n ask our parents to fetch us home. we got internal suspension heehee. my mum didnt cum n fetch mie as she is busy working the others parents came to fetch them. den left mie lonely ger muz wait until 1.45 den can go home

Rrring!!! heehee 1.45 le i went to meet jie loong . den we together go meet the boys for basketball mie de onli ger. i was so lonely again , the boys play basketball while i watched. but he have accompany mie n joke wib mie. i so happi todae but... it all ended juz todae as.....................

i've finally found mui self in de dustbin

2006-02-26T12:35:00.000+08:00

todae is meet de parents session... haiz... my mum told mrs menon tat i've becum naughtier n out of her control her last n onli thing she could do is to put miie in gals home n there goes my freedom she wants mrs menon to put mie under the probation notbook tat sign in sign out thingy OMG!! there goes my freedom AGAIN... i noe de feeling of de probation coz i had gone through it during primary six

my teachers n mother believe tat i can achieve i can study hard n get good result but de problem is mui self... i dun trust mui self again i lack of trust in mui self now i nid is my friends encouragement n trust to pull mie up coz my mum really dun understand mie how i hard i explain evrything in de end is mui fault i hate it... i wish my mum could try to understand mie and not alwaes saying tat i am in de wrong try to look at different angle n try to put herself in mui shoes

now i wan to be a gd ger who do homeworks listen in class listen to my mum dun go out often dun sleep in class hand in work on time dun fight n create trouble anymore but i wish all of eu noe tat it takes time so pls give miie some time to change...

a "WONDERFUL DAY" ....

2006-02-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

friday nite went to marina south to eat steamboat wif 4ta ppl after tat my mum kao bei mie i bu shuang her so i ton she actually wanted to commit suicide but my brother came home on time to stop her (lucky sia) we went amk mac to talk after tat they say the law says below 16 muz go home before 11pm so we all went to say keong hse till 1 plus then i and pei yu go hui ching hse slp till 12 plus woke up went amk meet the boyz den go tao payoh they all talk about "chen wen case" till 6 plus go back amk i pei yu de ming n joseph go funland till 8 plus go home

my BRO KAO BEI mie ask mie go where all tis crap still confiscate my phone wad de hell how big is he to ask mie all tis " FUCK OFF LA " although he is 17 years old BUT he is still sec 3 so wad is he to kao bei mie my mum oso nv ask so much lor hong kan la cb fcuker na bei im so frastrated lor about chen wen case n band case

mr leng say i tis tue dun find him he going to see mrs menon n mr yip n mr chan n put mie n pei yu for counselling fcuk u use counselling to threaten mie go n die la

IM DYING SOON !!! FRASTRATE TO DEATH !!!

>>A BAD DAY!!!<<

2006-02-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

Knn... todae in class being bullied again tat 2 fcukers horr.. IM ENOUGH OF IT ALREADY!!! STOP IT!!! or not.... todae get bullied so no mood to go band, dun feel like going band ANYMORE!!! im getting bored of it man... (so if band members saw tis dun blame miie im juz saying de fact!!!) i really wan to quit pls!!!

If i were...

2006-02-13T10:40:00.000+08:00

If i were a boi....

If i were a boi, i can do many things that a gal cant do..hahaz... my parents will not nag so much anymore, many ppl will like mie more especially my grandma coz she is those hu (heavy boi light gal)(dun noe how to translate) i can go chalet , ton , wadever tat i now cant do , i can dont follow my mum out for shopping I WISH I WERE A BOI but... I AM ALREADY BORN... >>ITS TOO LATE<